Lara was home for over two weeks and never contacted me. I didn't hear a friggen peep out of her. I know that I said I didn't want to see her but I wanted that to be my choice. Not her's.
I've barely heard from Jake for the past two weeks and he normally emails me at a constant pace throughout the week. All I got from his this week was a photo of six or so midget matadors (which was kinda funny). But that's it.
I can't help but wonder if the silent treatment double-whammy is somehow connected to my verbal diarrhea? I really don't think Fletch would tell anyone, but I guess I don't know. For the first time ever, Lara's Facebook profile picture is one of her and Fletch. For me, that does not bode well.
I still can't believe she went home without a word between us, especially when before she left, she said how great it would be to see each other when she was here. I didn't want to see her, but I don't like the fact that she didn't want to see me either. It makes my guilty conscience burn with the intensity of an out of control fire.
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5 comments:
ergh, tricky tricky. you got, essentially, what you wanted but not on your terms. hate that! at least she's out of the country again. doesn't it feel a bit lighter now?
Oh god, there's nothing worse than a guilty conscience. Utter hell. But I don't think you should feel guilty. I really don't. You didn't molest the guy or anything. You were honest. Plain and simple. Sending you virtual margaritas to take your mind off of everything. xoxo
I.Hate.GUILT.
It's 100 times worse than the experience of flossing your teeth and getting that little wax thread stuck in your molars and yanking it out and feeling like you pulled your tooth from your gums.
Sarah: Oooh yeah! I love knowing that I'm not going to turn up somewhere and bam, there she is and I'll have to pretend to be all nice. Love it.
Buffy: I know, but I can't help it. I just can't imagine what I would say if she ever confronted me! But yes, I think virtual margaritas need to be converted into REAL GODDAMN ALCOHOLIC DRINKS. Thanks :)
Just Me: I love that analogy. Perfect.
Thank goodness she has left and you can get on!
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