A year ago today. Can you believe how fast time has gone by? Nothing much has changed in that year except that she's home now. These days I think I don't feel the same about him, it's more of a habit to feel like I do/did.

I did think that with it being a year since I told him how I felt, that it would be somehow meaningful to sign up for internet dating today. You know, like, it's been a year and this is how much I've moved on.I haven't signed up for internet dating, but I don't think I can do it. I've heard several success stories: a girl I go to uni with met her current boyfriend just recently and another is having fun dating some guys. I've checked a few sites out and have seen guys on there that I know. This town is too small. I don't know, I don't think I can do it. The thought of telling people I met someone on the internet plays on my mind. I don't know why I care what other people think, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't care. And why is it that I care so much about what Fletch would think?

So for now, I don't think I can. And that's okay. But seriously - a whole year since that night?! That blows my mind.